girl. melissa. twentytwo. single.
mel. melly. mellylicious.
9 january. loves christmas. loves winter.
loves beaches. loves the stars. loves piano
loves taking pictures with her DSLR.
kpop lover, SNSD, yonghwa, hyunjoong,lee min ho.
family girl. hates roaches,spooky stuffs & dark.
ohmyjukebox .
Wednesday, October 27, 2010{ 12:28 AM }
why. i decided not to join lifesaving even though i wanted to, because i know i will see you or hear about you. so i went for bowling, and now my bowling coach david knows you because he's from the dive shop liasing with you. why do i have to hear your name everywhere i go? it haunts me. it really does.
you're the one who don't wanna be friends, you're the one who cold-heartedly broke up with me, then could i beg you to please just stop haunting me? i hear the same 3 words everywhere i go, your full name.
i think i tell everyone i've gotten over it, but when coach mentioned you today, it triggered emotions inside me again. i told myself i'm over you. but if i am, will i be angry? and why would i come home to look back at those photos of you and me, of the past? i have accepted the fact that its not even remotely possible to be together again, but i guess deep down inside, a small part of me, still feels the twinge of hurt & sorrow of having loved you so much.
please. おねがい, please stop letting me hear about you. i wanna move on. i really do. i dont like the feeling of being left behind and watch you get attached again.
bowling today was fun with maggie mee, yiyong, kenny.H and daryl. (: but coach made me embarassed today. my tank top was kinda inappropriate for bowling even though i wore a jacket over. uhhh. so i zao genged. ohmytian. ): and coach went to disturb me about mr. president. ARghhh!!! thats the most taboo part! and president can still say "feel free to come and find me when you're there. we could have a cup of coffee or something". ALAMAK. shys -_-" thanks coach. i love you so much for that. AHHhhhhh.
